Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Day 213

In the last couple months I've been doing so great! I've stayed in the growing stage. I've had peace I haven't had in months. And then, just when I'm nearing the time of amazing breakthrough, all of a sudden things take a turn for the worse. I feel contention rushing back like it never left. I feel like the leak I made was just covered up with harder stone. Any headway I had, lost. Any steps taken on the journey, gone.

I will not be defeated. I will create the atmosphere I WANT. I will no longer allow someone else or another situation dictate how I live MY life and MY home. My home WILL be my sanctuary. I WILL be a carrier of peace and love.

Nice try enemy. I'm not down. Not now. Not ever. "He stands alone. He stands alone. He stands alone. He stands alone. He is coming to rule, coming to reign. He is the King. He is the King. He is coming to rule, coming to reign. Jesus."