Day 120

What does it take for God to show up in a room, in a situation, in brokenness, in a person? Does it take me praying? Does it take an open vessel or multiple open vessels? Does it just have to be the right time and the right place? And if it has nothing to do with me, what is God waiting for? Sometimes I relate to Psalm 10:1 that says, "Why do You stand afar off, O Lord? Why do You hide Yourself in times of trouble?" I guess the answer is always unknown and always will be unknown. His ways are higher than mine, His thoughts are higher than mine. Something I've been thinking a lot on lately is how hard it is sometimes to believe the truth when circumstances dictate something other than that truth. But if the truth never changes, then I just have to tell myself what to believe.