After a good 2 months of good times, I feel life crashing again. Stress upon stress in every area it feels like. To end 2 hard weeks, I had to come down with a head cold, which I'm realizing now is actually allergies. I was feeling fine in the morning and evening but afternoon was baaad. If it's a cold, usually it's the opposite. I digress..
Sometimes when you get to this kind of place, it's easy to stay there. It's easy to whine, complain, get some pity from others. But if I believe what I say I believe, that is not the place to stay. If I believe that God answers my prayers and if I believe that my words have power, why would I curse myself? Why would I focus on the bad stuff?
The other day I had a panic attack. I sent a text to a few people close to me, asking for prayer. On my way to work I was crying, and having a hard time breathing. I could have easily stayed in that mindset and called in sick to work. I could have come home and kept freaking out til I fell asleep. What good would have that done? Instead, I believed that the prayers of my brothers and sisters in Christ were powerful. About 2 minutes from work, I calmed down completely. As sudden as the attack started, it stopped. I walked into work with a clear mind, a clear face and a smile. Only Jesus could have done that.
So I will take my day off tomorrow to spend time with Jesus. To allow Him to restore my strength. Pray for me if you think about it, and I always love to hear others prayer requests =)
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