I have to change my original title of my blog. Gluten is going to be taken out. I did not realize what gluten really was and I did not know it was in EVERYTHING. So I'm sticking to keeping out wheat, sugar and dairy. I have been looking into organic foods and doing a little research on how to eat the healthiest. When I feel the need I will be doing a detox to fully clean out my body and then the next step will be to live as organically as possible. But, I feel like this present diet is supposed to be 90 days. I will decide what the next step is at that point.
Tonight, I asked myself a question. Am I ready to say to Jesus that I will do whatever it takes to see Him move on earth? Will I do whatever it takes to seek Him? He has provoked me to ask the questions because He wants me to know that I will. He already knows I will do whatever it takes. But He wants to expose me to myself. Sounds a little weird right? Well, God is the One who created me and knows who He created me to be. I'm still in the process of discovering that for myself.
Before I answer that, my human nature wants to know what it's actually going to cost me. What are the terms, God? He won't answer of course. He answers in the midst of the situation. "Hey Precious, this is happening, you're desperate. Still wanna see Me? Still want My power? Still wanna see revival?" I have a taste of desperation. Fear holds me back. I don't accept that. I WON'T accept that. God knows me, He loves me, He has created me. He is the closest anyone can ever be to me. He will take care of me. I can have all the blessings taken away from me and He will never change. Fear of man, fear of poverty, fear of shame, fear of pride BE GONE.
WHATEVER IT TAKES...as long as You are by my side.
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